From an early age, I had trouble to adjust to the existence and unattractive propositions that were proposed to me and sent by the programs. Although I couldn’t put it into words as much as I am doing now, it felt like a grey mind prison and I could feel the walls of the entrapment systems. The way I was wired and my main clair sentient ways of expression were highly discouraged, repressed and targeted. I did my best to keep in touch with the organic and the truth while trying to adapt and survive my childhood and teenage years. Physical symptoms and mental disbalances were numerous on the path, including eating disorders, suicidal tendencies and self-criticism. As I was able to merge with other people’s needs, emotions and feelings, I needed to regain the ability to set firmer and clearer boundaries with what the programs were sending to me on an every day basis. One of the set-ups was heavy sacrifice and people pleasing patterns and often ending up being a garbage bin for the work others, real or not, were refusing to do. The rules of the game in this realm had to be remembered. Desillusions and lessons were numerous in order to start to see through this game realm as it truly is. I would later find much inner liberation in recognizing within myself programming of guilt, savior and sacrifice. Learning to cope with exterior projections and mind attacks has been a great part of the initiation. I discovered how to shift my own perspectives and how to dismantle the imprint of mind control, making new different emancipated choices.

I grew up in Belgium in a small town and was programmed by mk ultra covert programs which are reaching the reals through their family environments, the education system, the social and cultural environnement and the music, TV and movie industries. The extreme engineering of life of every spirited being here comes with many templates of set-ups and engineered situations, especially in relationships. I visited the spectrum of the drama triangle victim/saviour/perpetrator, diving deeper into myself to find the way out, step by step and gradually. I also realized how very disconnected I had been from my body, living in my head and not trusting my intuition. The gaslighting had been intense to have me doubt myself much and give way too much credit to exterior inputs. While I was growing up, the constant ingestion of distorted outside influences based on lies resulted in self-destructive thoughts, choices and behaviors. I studied translation and screenwriting, 2 skills that would serve me, 10 years later, for the creation of online content and videos. As a young adult, I contributed to different magazines in the fields of psychology, organic lifestyle, alternative ways of looking at diseases, self-development and healing. Nevertheless, I was kept inside cubical structures that were controlling my mind, actions and decisions. I trained in different psychological humanistic approaches and opened a practice. Surely though, I still had to come a long way before being able to anchor in doing the work I am here to do. Engineered travels came and crushed much wide opened with intense triggering of mk ultra programming including beta sex kitten programming. Codes and triggers were launched in order to activate certain aspects that were cleverly programmed within. Though I have always resisted in spirit, I was caught in loops of interpersonnal abusive relationships for years and still to this day, I am doing my best to resist new handlers cleverly sent by the programs. These were and are strenghtening a sense of unworthiness, being covertly demeaning while pretending to be friendly, encouraging me to stay in people-pleasing aspects that are not the core me, triggering my wound of non recognition. On the path, I also discovered the life of my mother was very much engineered too. My spirital journey accelerated with the psychological decompensation that she went through, leading 2 years later to her suicide back in 2014. Several years after her departure, I would deeply understand how the system had embushed and cornered her and how the constant triggering from handlers around was just beyond bearable. Later on, the impact that mind control had over my existence started to become clearer and clearer.

I have been confronted with many deeply fragmented personalities, ranging from overt or covert narcissism to psychopathy and possessions by low frequency or dark realm energies. Most have been darker original sparks sent as handlers. At the end of my twenties, I was at a crossroads in my life, with 3 major painful initiations adding up to each other. That is an age of initiation that can be too much and that some celebrities have not survived. My answer was to surrender to dive into my spirit’s journey and realign on my path with the material I can create while I am here. I made an internal call for answers, to access a wider understanding and to be able to experience something that was until now, out of my reach. I was ready to do the necessary work. I started to reject illusory social conditioning and to stand up for myself.

These major steps were the start of a process of reactivation and remembrance. I was starting to remember who I really was and to trust my own perceptions: I could perceive when others were lying to themselves and lying to me, most of the times while not being aware and conscious of it. Most of them though were unwilling to be accountable for the ways they were negatively used in my life or used as minor or major handlers. I was skilled at sensing the frequency of distorsion and mind control, recognizing the frequency signature of it, within people, places, crowd events and collective manifestations, including so-called conscious events or different modalities of therapeutic work. This process came with unavoidable transformations on all levels of my existence here. The system itself was trying to put me back in line, trying to discourage me with different tactics that I was becoming skilled at identifying, faster and faster. Around me, others were not seeing through the different layers of reality that were now starting to be blatantly evident to me. Some of these others were not inhabited by the sacred eternal sparkle of spirit that was guiding me all along but many were since 2012, which was making them much more powerful handlers and distractors.

I kept on looking within where the knowledge was waiting to be unlocked. From there, I have looked into deprogramming the direct consequences of mk ultra mind control and programming. It’s an ongoing journey. Since 2018, my work has been about sharing more about the subtle aspects of how the hooks are placed into the psyche and nervous system of each original spark here. In my twenties, my path took on the detour of the new age and I had to deprogram and distance myself from these inverted and incomplete false-light teachings. In front of the realization of the acidity within my body, it became necessary to take better care of my vessel and my nervous and endocrine systems through cellular detoxification, the mucus-free healing system and extended periods of fruit liquid and dry fasting. My longing for truth and freedom of the mind led me to various fringe topics. Our conscious or unconscious consents and omissions are so very important to address here. The work I am sharing here is in line with my own deprogramming journey. You can trace the progresses in the signatures and codes I am able to sign my material with as the years go by. Adapting to this realm as a young child, I made distorted interpretations in order to survive. I am working on these to reclaim my spiritual sovereignty and I am documenting the journey as it goes. This platform is an opportunity for me to reach other Original Spark committed to come through the harshness of this Earth experience, a tenacious dedication in purpose of an incredible force that the programs and the extreme engineering here try to corrupt over and over again. My very mission is to have a certain form of positive impact onto the collective timelines and onto the personal timelines of a handful of selected beings while growing as an individuated consciousness. This is the most precious heritage I am working on creating during my time here. I intent for my work to be devoted to speed up the deprogramming process of already quite advanced spirits who know about and understand the depth of mind control and to keep on encouraging them to break free from hypnotic programs and spells, one after the other. There is a lot of work to keep on putting out and we’ve all got a lot of work to do in this crazy game realm. Welcome to my pages and thank you for being here.