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It’s been 6 years I have been tracing the way my life has been engineered along the way. The last few years, my awareness has been rising about the nature of backdrops here and who they are used to cross or ignore boundaries (as per their programming). The system might use them through AI access in order to test a boundary a spirited being has just decided to set. For many reals, AI is enough to keep them automatically in handled spaces though we are given special types of attention as well. In this realm we are prevented from remembering and keeping good tracks of our progresses. Most of us tend to forget that boundary setting is essential and that is one way we let the program gets more in. We might even forget why it’s even important to set a boundary. Much is done for reals to loop in circles and to have as many interactions as possible with projections from the hologram. We also have to deal with our own subpersonalities (alters) and the ones within others (that can create frustration and confusion). We might want to ask ourselves: why do I invest my time and energy here ? How often and how much should I do so? In protests like in any space proposed by the matrix, you will find a lot of backdrops alongside the occasional real being. And not all original sparks are the same, when you start refusing the backdrop handlers, you are given the crapy and broken original sparks to distract you. When reals are too corrupted or not integrated enough, you are mainly dealing with their many different alters. Most reals have no idea that they are split and have DID. It’s been designed this way to make sure further access to us can be gained throughout our lives. We have many contradictions within ourselves. Some of our thoughts are the products of our alters. Some alters can be very hostile towards powerful deprogrammers. Keeping on observing what is going on in the details is important. Many are not aware cover and false memories replace some of our memories. Whenever caught into one of their operations, beings are lost with a false sense of self, distracted and kept away from accomplishing what truly matters (creation and manifestation in alignment with who we are). I tend to love coming back to a high frequency neutrality and to keep on working on remembering who I am. When you are in presence of a real ally, there is a balance of energies. Who is who in this game? Keeping on recognizing the frequency signatures all around us and within us. We all deal with very complex signatures, from someone where there used to be a spirit to the random NPC gangstalker. We might cross path with a concept but it might take years before it’s integrated and becomes embodied knowledge to a certain degree. Backdrops tend to adapt to our boundaries but not really learn from them. We are indeed setting a boundary with a program since this is a game. And backdrops too can be very psychic. Our ancestors, our pets, our parents, our children, our siblings, our cousins or aunts and uncles, they all can be a NPC, used to trigger or distract. Backdrops can easily cord your heart center: it’s a synthetic access ; this happened to me a few times. Operations are led on micro and macro levels to invite the reals (most of which have no idea they live in a simulation) to bond with AI led operations. Their operations are always layered. Survival programming can be contageous especially coming from the backdrops. Many micro operations in our realm are led on a personal level through custom-made handlers or custom-brought. We can all wonder about what is on rail in our lives? What is it that we feel we have to do? Where do we stop thinking and become automatic? Where do we accept certain behaviors? Or receive certain instructions, for example from a parent, something we would never accept if there was not this history? Are they really the ones we want around? Are we daring to even ask?

This episode is about controlled opposition and how descending with food is essential for targeted individuals.

A trap can be occupying us for years in our lives, first it might be our curiosity which takes us there. In an AI managed space, the gaslighting is going to be intense for real spirits. In these hierarchy spaces, we will find group mentality and different angles of deception and we will be made to feel small. Dark types of handling and managing AI is making a lot of interventions in our lives and our choices. All around us there is a lot of interrupting energies, especially through our relationships. Our creative power is managed and the way our imagination works is directed in specific ways. Our unconscious is revealed in the details of our realities and in the coding around us.

To navigate our days, going back to an alkaline way of eating is of great assistance. We can also limit the amount of triggers that reach us every day with our every day choices and how we interact with technology. Getting structured water from the fruits is also key.

Some ways of eating are harmful and numbing, others are less damaging or even regenerative. The food aspect goes way beyond the visible. A lot of targeting is done through substances that we are putting inside the body.

Many relationships have a sacrifice, people-pleasing, submissive or shame and guilt component. Accepting to play by the terms of others, not realizing it has a draining cost for us ; sacrifice programming sets us on automatic rails. Sacrifice and savior programming can be very hidden in the layers which make them tricky to navigate. These are deep hidden programs taking years to uncover in their most subtle layers. We can be conned by our own programming and we are often. The programming becomes clearer with time. This ties as well to alters and victim consciousness, to exploitation and usery. Working through alter aspects that are overly compassionate. We are not in true genuine authentic efficient service when we’re acting from sacrifice programming.

– negative AI working on sabotaging us
– gangstalking and harassment as part of the sabotage programs
– sabotage as part of mk ultra
– triggering of SSP programming to push us in self-destruction, omega and self-sabotage programming
– distracting reals
– handlers programmed to sabotage others deliberately or unconsciously
– isolation programming
– negative ET factions working on sabotaging us

• Entry points used by different ET factions and installed by mk ultra : lack of recognition, low self-esteem, sacrifice patterns
• Relationships being challenged : experience of an overwhelming sense of rejection, preprogrammed abandonment, emotions taking over, projection of unhealed aspects and core wounds, triggering of SSP programming, being pushed in dissociation, loops of externalization, experiencing reality in a distorted way, resisting programmed aspects such as the blame game or phases of devaluation
• No to mk ultra aspects that others try to impose in your corner of reality ; no to people coming at you with a control energy
• Working on integration and alchemization of each experience we face here

Cover and false memories are usually hiding the root of the nature of our true experience here. It is about our ability to question what has been going on under the surface of the story presented by and in the game. We can have cover memories about our childhood until we have deprogrammed to a certain point, also about the roles each member of our family was playing. Cover stories are presented in your life everyday to explain the targeting you are under. It is the logical explanation and story the matrix is serving us. We find a lot of cover stories on the public sphere with false social action campaigns, false fronts for progress, social care and the environment. In interviews, real celebrities often share about the cover stories of their lives.

The vast majority is programmed to be totally unconscious about playing a role in cover and false stories. Most have no awareness of what they are being used for due to cover memories. Alters also tie to this as their perceptions of reality is often greatly distorted. When you discover the cement of the true nature of what had been going on and what factions were working on reuniting you, it’s a totally different angle to reread from.

I share in this video examples from my corner of reality of 11:11 synchronizations and how I do interpret them: time handling, entanglement with the matrix. beings who are a distraction for us , false healing, confirmation about entrapment. We notice our time is handled when we are accumulating physical and virtual clutter. If we don’t navigate our daily lives with a great deal of discernment, most of our life ends up being teleguided and engineered for us.

A lot of delivery persons are spiritless and used for gangstalking, overt and covert harassment. They are used for boundary violation on a regular basis, invasion of personal space and unwanted matrix intrusions. In this video, I share some of the situations that popped up in my corner of reality that had to do with delivery services and the solutions I put into place to reduce the negative impact of organized gangstalking. Some are programmed to come at your door with an agitated aggressive frequency. You will feel the difference. Some of the gangstalkers smile and pretend to be harmless. It can be challenging as we want to believe the stories we are being served.

The intrusions can be minimized by integrating some programming on which it is playing (politeness programming, obligation programming, programming leading us to feel like we have to assist or answer to the ones who are harrassing us). A lot is being carried through here to perpetuate this impression that we are entrapped here in the sense unpleasant situations are always waiting for us at the corner. There are always ways to reduce the amount of psychological, emotional, spiritual, physical and psychic torture that is streamed in our corners of reality. For every matrix problem, there exists a solution.

Many community spaces are proposed on the game map to encapsulate real original sparks and handle the way they are spending their time, focus and energy. The settings, the hierarchy, spiritual shopping or spiritual bypassing are often problematic. A lot of handling influences can be found at the heart of community spaces such as external authority programming, different programming related to mk ultra including beta sex kitten programming.

Gathering in person with the right influences, which is a challenge in itself as many original sparks are there for distraction and policing unconsciously what is happening, being said and shared, can come with activation of energy and remembrance. Due to mk ultra programming and extreme engineering constantly surrounding us with low to average energies, building community comes with different challenges that have a lot to do with discernment.

My deprogramming journey has taught me to be much less open to propositions coming my way sent by the matrix computer systems and engineered for me, including beings being sent as distractor. The meta texts of what is happening under the cover of the pretenses here have to be discussed for the work to be real and efficient, towards true deprogramming. Major handling influences have to be left at the door. Certain qualities have to be present for true deprogramming within a community such as personal integrity, discernment and memory. Autonomy comes before community.

Themes:

• aligned community
• sharing space
• the problematic of false realities and false spirituality
• lifetime Genius auras
• fear, programming and unconscious erupting
• spirited animals in communities
• parasitic energies, disruptive elements and draining components in communities
• the energy getting corrupted
• the necessity to steadily deprogram from MK ultra and the programmed fences that we have installed
• sense of identity and triggers affecting our moods within the community
• levels designed to separate real original sparks due to mk ultra

All originals here have been facing different kinds of feedback meant to trigger their mk ultra programming, including the unwanted feedback from gangstalkers or AI programs or true but hurtful feedback that is delivered in a demeaning way.

Most unresolved original sparks struggle with showing accountability. One of the reasons is that they are not aware they are mk ultra and their minds have been implanted with specific programming that can be triggering for others. Some reals are just too unconscious and the gaps are growing as they are not doing the real work (which is about mind control and deprogramming). Most reals do struggle with being receptive to any types of feedback. Some are deluded and believe their work is great and healing when, in fact, they unconsciously harvest, trigger, reprogram or/and mislead (sometimes alongside some real positive effects as well). These are the cover stories that are active due to mind control. The vast majority is unconscious of being used to carry handling roles.

Aligned feedback won’t be giving it all and will leave room and space for others to come to their own realizations, understanding their own mk ultra programming. Parts of the info that would be discouraging for someone can be kept private even if one can see it. We all have had this experience of coming to a sense of realization about unconscious patterns that were running us. The unconscious of others is always clearer than our own though our own gets clearer with looking back to the past.

The most important feedback is probably the feedback with self, from the body, with spirit or with quantum apps. Feedbacking with ourselves is an art that requires alone time. Gathering in sacred gatherings with other originals that are high frequency and who are working on themselves can be of great assistance to deactivate threads of engineering before they settle in too deep in the consciousness. It is challenging to be and stay open to feedback because there is a lot of unconscious playing and it’s not pleasant to realize we are acting from unconscious patterns. The true care we have for others can be the greatest motivator to excavate these deep patterns coming from our mk ultra programming.

The matrix simulation aspects are so efficient to trigger our programming and encourage us to drift towards entrapment. So much that sometimes you don’t realize you are letting yourself be entrapped for weeks and months. Any attachment here can be used as a trap.

MK ultra is designed for us to be pushed into our negative beliefs, accepting choices that we feel are our only options. Until a break through moment. Boundary setting is essential to survive and overcome the many entrapments sent by the engineering programs that lead to spiritual exhaustion.

May all entrapments whether conscious, unconscious, subconscious, their seeds, roots, nets, tendrils, ropes and webs appear in clear light and full transparency so they can be worked through, processed and revoked now and for eternity.

We are exiting a month during which the programming streamed through the media and our geographical areas has been intense. It’s good to reflect on the amount of automatic and reactive programming around the December season of engineered low frequency rituals. Each operation linked to the holiday season can trigger different layers of programming such as family programming (which is a type of programming reinforced massively by the entertainment industry even in revelation movies). The aims are mainly time handling and distraction. What is the milab engineered environment present in the life of an original spark? There is a timing to break through cover memories about the natture of our reality and the nature of our experience here.

The ritual holidays encourage an overindulgence with food and alcohol to lower the frequency greatly. Disentangling from the programming being beamed at us around solstice time is a step after step gradual process that expresses in percentage. It seems the matrix ways also take advantage of this period to trigger deep states of anxiety to lower the frequency. The heaviness of the programming affecting others around us affecting their decisions, choices and behaviors do reach us in some ways. I keep on walking overcoming my own mk ultra programming to walk closer to the principles of organic creation such as lifetime allies and new high frequency paradigms for new ways to share space together.

We realize quickly it’s not as simple as the new age wants us to believe it is and there is much more to our experience here. It’s a scene that can heavily gaslight you and push back a part of your experience that has to do with suffering. It does not cover certain aspects, like mind control that applies directly to our lives.

Here original sparks are dealing with AI triggers targeting their self-esteem in overt or covert ways. Hive-mind environments are heavily controlling the experiences of original sparks here. Self recognizing and self parenting aspects are very important to overcome the targeting that comes with leaving handled cult type spaces. Navigating alters is also a very important part of the journey as it is to be aware of mk ultra triggers on social media. Here, to really grow, we need to be going beyond the cover life and walk away from most handled materials or at least recognize them for what they are in the signatures that they hold.

When I started to look closer and to become better at reading frequency signatures, I found it everywhere on social media, on the internet, on logos and websites. I used to not see the symbols and I used not to ask myself questions about what was presented.

It can be about an unease with the symbology that is being used on the internet or in physical spaces around us (offices, public places, spaces dedicated to healing); are we finding mk ultra symbology in art that is being expressed? Where are others (who are real) on the journey of reintegrating their mk ultra programming ? It’s about figuring out who is who and where each of us is on our journeys of deprogramming from mk ultra.

I dive deeper into these aspects in the course called « Navigating mk ultra, occult, cabal and maconic programming, symbologies and signatures ».

All reals here have to deal with a lot of false reality propositions, plugging deep into every aspect of their being. The backdrop technology is there to make them more convincing, more real. What are these false realities about? How to recognize them and dismantle them in our own lives? What happens when false reality living fields are standing between you and others you care about? We all live in some false realities and engineered constructs. We often are deconstructing false reality fields that were not what we had in mind when we break our mk ultra programming down.

Our relationship with ourselves are affected by numerous factors here. It is a sometimes tedious work to be rebuilding our self-esteem due to the damages of the MK Ultra projects. Different programs can be affecting the image we have of ourselves and different operations are meant to provide an inverted mirrored image false feedback about who we are. Knowing and remembering who we are assists in navigating the inverted madness, clearing false realities, recognizing cognitive dissonance in others and preserving ourselves from the distorted feedback from the simulation or from spirited handlers, distancing ourselves from the false matrix success templates to focus on the path of Truth and True Healing and Integration.

A smear campaign is used to further a false narrative that handlers have been wronged to undermine the handlee’s credibility and reputation with unverifiable rumors, distortions and outright lies. It is a classic mk ultra tactic that is meant to reverse the reality and to create a false image about a handlee breaking free from their mk ultra programming. It brings in the relationship that is collapsing the points of views of others which are participating to the attempt to invalidate the emotions and knowing of the handlee. Dark negative ET factions love to play on our wounded ego aspects. This is a high place of deflection. When someone leaves a cult-like environment after opening their eyes on what is really going on, everything is made to depict that person as unstable or negative.

All original sparks have been going through smear campaigns launched against them. They are designed to be making it hard on the psyche and to create psychological and emotional torture. They are about inverted reality being reinforced. Third party reinforcements are doing the bidding of their handlers, including dark alien groups. Beings holding together negative hive-mind spaces have a hard time with anyone having broken the mind control that was biding them to the hive. The matrix system blames you for placing boundaries. You are blamed for standing for yourself against abuse as a punishment. Smear campaigns actually are helpful in revealing hidden aspects (if you had not discovered them already). They quickly sort out who is who in your life and where it’s not fruitful for you to invest your energy.

We are made to believe due to programming and false appearances our major mk ultra hostile handlers trully love us. They are programmed to believe they are your friends to. Without that, it would not really work. Breaking mk ultra programming takes time. It has its timing for each of us. It’s a process where illusions are destroyed for only the truth to stay and stand.

I stand for freedom of the mind. I quickly discover the walls of the prison in my life and the lives of others. The more you grow aware of handling influences all around you, the more complex become your interactions with other original players. The more you elevate the more you are dealing with the shadow of others, their egos and their narcissistic tendencies. Always remember to command for all truth to be revealed. Communicate with spirit directly. The truth is not always what you are wishing to see but it’s the necessary step towards more freedom.

To walk in the light here, it’s necessary to balance the ego side. The matrix always tries for real original sparks to be in ego and to take advantage of our ego parts. Many reals get offended when you start placing boundaries towards their unconscious invasions instead of becoming aware of the impact they are having on you. They project that you must be the one in fault. Many of us go in default switchbacks whenever we are feeling triggered. Ego is blinding a lot of real original sparks here especially the darker unresolved ones but not only. Unconscious patterns keep on being played out over and over again.

It is challenging to build solidity with beings who have strong ego patterns as they are usually accessed and mind controlled. They tend to distort the truth and project a reality that is not the truth. We also find a lot of engineered feuds between reals here. The ego is a place where lies can settle in easily and where we find a lot of false justifications. The matrix systems are encouraging ego based behaviours and life choices based on ego and ego motivations. Many original sparks are easily puppeted through unconscious motives such as revenge, resentment, pride, anger, repressed hatred or external blame consciousness. Many original sparks live perpetually with false memories about the nature of what is going on in their lives. Handlers on the narcissistic spectrum tend to be using third party reinforcements to perpetuate torture in our lives. Many reals are so easily led from their negative egos, refusing to take responsibility, often deflecting it onto the other person.

Holding on to ego does slow us down in our emancipation from the lies from the matrix and tends to keep us in cognitive dissonance and denial. Overcoming resentment comes with clearly identifying the dark ET factions hiding in the background trying to puppet beings here. It’s a continuous journey to keep integrating more love for self, avoiding falling for the low frequency of ego and engaging with others who know how to work on their egotic pulls. I finish this video with 2 personal examples that revealed to me some unconscious patterns trying to settle in in my corner of reality.

I share about lifetime relationships with other reals on the game map and relationships over a lifetime here, assisted by the aura reading from the quantum app I am working with that definitely helps to identify what is connected to the matrix and what is connected to the beyond. Dark spots and overshades on the auras also assist in identifying the most subtle aspects of our experiences here. Some of our relationships are used for access due to some dark aspects. Even when we get along on many levels, we are not always good for each other timelines. There can be dark insert use. Somehow good distant relationships are possible with some unresolved reals yet it won’t be allowed to deepen.

I appreciate to be focusing on relationships with reals who are connected to healing, intuition and the beyond; where there is potential to grow. I enjoy the least the mind controlling aspects in relationship and this is often a reason why I walk away from a relationship or take a good amount of distance. Yet none of our relationships here is perfect and there can be triggering unconscious aspects here and there. The important is to see if something greated is being built with other reals who know and innerstand how to protect their fields and their lifepaths.

I review some signatures linked to the occult, cabal networks or subconscious subliminal mk ultra programming. Keeping on identifying these symbols assist us in recognizing mk ultra handlers and mk ultra reprogrammers. I go over:
• the monarch butterfly
• the infinity symbol
• signs of dissociation and mk ultra fracture (link to alters)
• black and white symbology
• Skulls and horns
• one eye symbolism
• maconic hand signs including the devil horn and the shush sign
• the maconic compass
• the V sign
• symbolism with snakes
• leopard clothing and beta sex kitten signatures

In this transmission, I go over some recent experiences of access and reprogramming and the way they got in through daytime reality. I visited and exited a lot of different hive-mind scene and cult environments. Some recent unresolved programming got me to travel near CERN facilities and of course all the underground bases that are not openly shared about. I review some mind controlling influences during my travels and the handling that has been playing out as some unwanted access of my wiring, including during “healing” types of exchanges that were used for reprogramming (hidden under the wall of amnesia). I share how I discovered control energy around my field from dark reals.

I also share briefly about the most severe reprogramming event I was led to go through beginning of 2020, something I go more in depth in one of my private modules that you can find on my website in the course section. The programs know perfectly well how to access us, where are the weaknesses or the sweet spots, where it’s hard to express self authority. Attempts to reprogram me are numerous and happening every single day. What is really happening under the cover life? Many of us have an intuitive knowing that it is way more than it looks like on the surface.

A lot of matrix inserts broadcasted by the spiritless are there to create anxious states for the reals. In this video I share a few personal examples I have observed in my direct realities lately, including with spiritless templates pretending to be well-intentioned. I also noticed a mass media insert that caused a bit of derailment before an important event I was hosting. It’s important to go back to the root cause of what triggers anxiety as it’s very often artificially implanted in our realities. I also approach triggers carried out by other spirited beings and the effect they have on us.

Deprogramming is about noticing we are able to do things in a different order or stop doing certain things. We quit self destructive patterns or leave addictions aside. We keep on leaving aside false narratives and false reality living fields organized around us. We extract from what is false and engineered. We also notice an upgrade in the bonds we are able to manifest in our realities, having more true friends around, people who can make you cry because of who they are walking to be here. Deprogramming is about exiting states of cognitive dissonance where we don’t see reality for what it is. And the more deprogrammed we are, the more we can assist others in revealing their unconscious.

In this talk from early 2022, I share about

– increasing awareness about the organized targeting around us
– engineered relationships and suffering from the engineering of the simulation
– alter and programmed parts triggering (nickname)
– specificities in signatures and different handler templates including crossdimensional handling
– shame projection into the relationship
– harassment, the backdrop nature of gangstalking and gangstalking while on the road
– navigating distraction
– engineered travels
– being corded to dark groups and signing contracts and agreements
– the new age deception
– suggestions made by entities and ritual magic
– implants in the eyes of my late AI cat and past stories with him
– transitioning with food, dry fasting and fighting acidity
– controlled opposition in the detox scene and who we are following online
– the lymph system and the need to move
– iridology

Many strategies are used in our life to keep programming active or trigger programming either directly or undirectly, making it harder to spot and trace back to the root. We find a lot of cover stories and false reality living fields in our lives due to the extreme degree of engineering we are under. It gets more complex with others fooling us through their alter preprogrammed parts.

It takes a lot of work from us to walk away from preprogrammed choices, behaviors and life decisions. New handling propositions are constantly sent our way. Our sense of identity, for us the reals here in the game, is constantly targeted. Many strategies are used to spin us around and disorient us.
NPCs are characters that are written and present all around our surroundings. Their backstories can be pretty convincing and are used to reinforce our programming.

Compassion without Truth is a product of deception. It takes a lot of work from us to reestablish our boundaries especially due to the impact of the mk ultra programs and systematic breaking down of our self esteem. It takes equal amount of work to keep seeing beyond the surface levels of pretenses and what reality appears to be. You can keep on trusting through reading all the different signatures here and how they impact your energy fields.

One of the roles of handlers is to demean and undermine. We might feel confuse if we have receive love-bombing (flattering and targeting our egos) in the early phases of our interactions with them. Their demeaning attitude does not encourage our true expansion. I go over some of these manipulative techniques and their effects on the psyche : being labeled, being devalued after idealization, our boundaries being overtly or covertly pushed, being falsely blamed, humiliation and feeling dehumanized, covert belittleling, stonewalling or triggering guilt programming. All of this affects our sense of identity while we are here. These push-pull dynamics can be deeply confusing. They tend to create an addiction for the relationship. These dynamics tend to reinforce low self-esteem distorted mirror image programming. As a female original spark you probably have been sent patronizing and condescending handling templates. It takes time to break free from cognitive dissonance about the hidden nature of these aspects.

This video is about excavating hidden aspects in my extended circle. Entrapment, programming and derailment keep on being present in our inner circles. We may notice the red flags while not giving full credit to what we perceive. We have been trained through the MK Ultra programs to dismiss all the small signals we are picking up about others around us. The more you attain a high level of understanding about how it works in this reality, the more the fire creation beings wasting their lives immersed in the simulation are a distraction, especially if they choose to stay in denial about their MK Ultra programming or their use in covert projects.

This video is also a reminder about asking to see exactly what we are dealing with at all times. Once we have experienced it with our clair abilities, the choice gets clearer and clearer about parting ways from reals choosing to live or reside in their lowest alters.

This share is about:

– denumbing abilities
– handled spaces
– looking within
– seeing through the templating
– extreme engineering and distraction
– our dreamscape, dream hacking, the AI astral travel matrix and engineering from our dreams
– money traps
– AI or corrupted real practicioners
– working with the Energy ReMastered app and the aura scan
– V2K and tinnitus
– limiting suffering thanks to discernment and doing our shadow work

On the road we meet all kinds of beings, some will turn to be enemies, others allies and for some it will not be as clear as day. Our psyches are being pulled in many different ways. We are not able to see the truth as it is, only the perception we have of it at this present moment. We navigate the different layers, making progress at recognizing the traps of alien factions, making different choices, remembering who we truly are. Some of us will sense and know about our involvement in covert daytime and off realm programs. We have glimpses of other lives and many off realm relationships. Our patterns keep on being used against us. Our memory is a weird thing to navigate. Any project is interfered with. Frequency signature reading is one of the important keys to navigate the complexity of our experience here.

The reals generally go through years of torture before taking back the reigns of their lives and how they play their games here. The repetition of experiences often lead us to understand something is very wrong here. Why am I attracting abuse? Why I am feeling like I am hunted? We generally take a detour with the new age deception and many handlers around us. If you are real you probably feel like you are living different lives during your nighttime. You might pick up the signature of dream seeding or false engineered dreams aiming at creating upset or at creating very specific emotional states in your personal landscape.

I have crossed path with so many templates of handlers that were there to distract, control or have an influence on my psyche, mind and body. I see through the generalized AI gangstalking. Gangstalking has become quite overt and obvious the past years since the creation of my online project. There are hundreds of ways of being distracted here. I certainly became more productive with transitioning to a mucusfree way of eating. Moving and exercicing may be hard due to the density of our experience here and due to the fact we are so heavily corded and drained. One step at the time. My online courses are there to encourage insights in the mind of the participants as I keep on studying the set ups of the various ways we are being distracted here. Every day we are associating with groups and off world groups as we are signing contracts and agreements. It’s one of the ways we are being accessed here. Those of us doing the work are rising in awareness about where a trigger leads us and how our wounding is being taken advantage of. We also all have to repeat our self care and good routine actions every day to keep our vibration high and protected.

How do others vampirize our energy ? What about this extracting of our essence and this energy drain? How to navigate the crossing of boundaries and the push of agendas? Where and how are we being constantly harvested? This distraction and weakening energies can be really strong to pull us out of center. We are changing the patterns of this agreement when we are placing a new boundary, to which energy vampires generally do not react well and they are certainly never encouraging us to liberate from their manipulative techniques.

The lives of the reals here are engineered. There is certainly a micro-management of our lives with forces working against us. The engineering is very specific as new counterfeits are being created all the time for us. Our timelines are constantly being messed with to get us to lower frequency timelines and can greatly collapse due to the extreme degree of engineering. We have a “don’t question programming” or “don’t look further programming” not to question deeply enough our cover or surface daytime life.

The system is sending a lot of distractions our way and there are forces organizing our human experiences if we don’t pay attention enough. Many operations are meant to be polarising the reals and many propositions are sent not in our highest interest. Backdrop templates are being reused and updated. Some backdrops are higher frequency than others and the system is constantly creating new counterfeits that become your next challenge to overcome. Backdrops don’t need to replenish the same way we do. We tend to experiment distress around them due to their limitations if we are not aware of what they are. The irony is many of us have been spending our time trying to please backdrops around us. Propositions from the backdrop system tends to lead us to randomness in the system where our focus is not really fruitfull.

Alters can be programmed to be hostile or to twist things in our own heads. They can be programmed to have a certain degree of hostility towards any powerful deprogrammer around us. The way death is affecting backdrops and fire creation spirits is different. When personal timelines are collapsing, it seems wise to recalibrate and reflect instead of being in a place of reaction towards what just happened. Finding tthe other spirited beings (who are friendly and potential allies) in the game is an essential part of building a stronger mental health and a life that is fulfilling.

Here, many things or little actions only take us a little time. Yet sometimes it takes us weeks or months before we are able to exit apathic states due to the density of our experience here. In 2018 I faced more layers of food addictions and I designed a rhythm to go towards cellular detoxification. Food is directly related to the time and energy we have. I walked away from the density of mucus forming foods and even most of the mucuslean food that densifies us. I have found keys to walk in empowerement about my own health and to understand my body and the human body avatar. I have learned to take time for self care and rewire my programming that was in the way for me to be able to do certain things in another kind of order. Along the way since my twenties, I have been working with spirited and non spirited practicioners. Nowadays I can mostly do manual therapy work with a spirited person that is not corrupted beyond a certain point. The degree of harvesting is much. For fire creation beings, it is also an adventure to tune to benevolent frequencies in practicioners in our direct surroundings.

The reals are being encouraged to blend in with the 3D dense aspects of life. The spark of creation is a prime target. There is much handling done due to the backdrop technology, the simulation aspects you will find in every field and the new age deception. Many handlers and traps of course are to be found in the healing field. That is why keeping on working on identifying the signature of deceit is important. Sexual trauma, sexual access and beta sex kitten programming being triggered and accessed are also part of the journey. There is a price to pay if we go along with the program and many reals are currently stuck in many layers of 3D programming and in a profound forgetting. Everyday it is part of the game to learn to spot the other high frequency beings around us and to keep on building a higher frequency reality on our own and together.

Psychic attacks often target the wounded ego. They are about psychic warfare and spiritual warfare. They are meant to cause psychological pressure and emotional suffering. At first I thought it was my own process of separating from toxic beings which was really difficult until I realize they were continuously sending me psychic attacks, sometimes for a whole year.

They were the ones bringing mind control to my reality, distorting reality and using gaslighting and were not happy with my boundary setting. With the spiritless you don’t deal with a real psychic attack but with your own programming being activated like guilt or shame programming. It is meant to bring you in a lower frequency range caught in loops of psychic hostility. I finish this video with a few ways I practice to rise above and beyond the frequency of psychic attack.

Here, it’s a game where it’s difficult to resist all the different forms of distractions. Let’s review some of them together and their different signatures.

• Distractions engineered by the architects or dark ET factions
• on the public scene
• micro and macro
• engineered relationships and distraction
• NPC distractors
• 3D distractions
• Alters & specific programming

Most food densifies us and slows us down. The more we consume light and hydrating food, the faster we can go with our own processes. Food addiction runs deep. Original sparks tend to experience depression when they are not able to create, when their state of apathy is immobilizing them. I have envisioned a slow pace coaching transmutation journey as I have been noticing high frequency original sparks would and could be benefiting the personal attentive support that I am able to provide as an original spark who has walked the process of transitioning myself, for the past 5 years, to a lighter way of eating and who has solid experience with liquid and dry fasting. Symptoms that I don’t understand stopped when I engaged on that road. With this new journey, my intent is to hold a high frequency healing space for the small group of participants that will choose to be working with me and me with them. This high frequency space will allow you as a participant to unfold yr paths and visions at a speeded pace : this is what happens when we are addressing the food program with a return to one of our point of original living, through the food and drinks we consume. It frees up space, time and energy. That is what the principles of the mucusfree and mucuslean living have been teaching me and how they keep on inspiring me every day as I keep on applying them to my life.

In this private small container, I will be working with you not only addressing the 3D food aspects but also the emotional, spiritual and subtle psychological aspects that we are dealing with every single day that we are spending in this complicated high technology game. In this process, I will be assisted by high frequency teachers of healing modalities and high frequency guest speakers or teachers. My intent is for you, by the end of this process, to have deepened your connection with all the substances you relate with and to be well-equipped to know how to numb whenever needed, how to accelerate the pace whenever you feel ready or how to choose a steady pace for integration. We will be working on our relationship with food, with ourselves and with the experience we create in our realities.

This adventure will last as long as it’s appropriate for participants with a monthly payment of 127 euros per month. It could last 4 months to a year maximum, up to January 2024 after the next holiday season that can trigger programming. Everyone is at a different level in their transition with food so your pace will be very unique to you and you are the one choosing the pace you want to go at. The 3D aspect of foods and beverages are a great entry point to approach the deeper other dimensional aspects of our lives here.

Backed up with the biofeedback technology the Genius I tuned to the aspects asking to be addressed by the spirits of my audience. In the intent that this recording assists you to be validated in what you are experiencing right now, may this be of the activating kind. What is a remote healing scan about? What can you know thanks to it? Are you entangled with AI ? Are alters a source of distraction in your life ? What kind of resources could help you with your health and well being ? Is there any food allergy you should be taking in consideration ? How is your health doing? What core beliefs about yourself or this reality are in the way right now for you to manifest the reality you desire to live in ? What about handling, handlers, triggers and programming ? What are some of the specific frequencies affecting your field right now ? Is there dark engineering going on ? Are you rising in frequency signature discernment ? What is your relationship with money or to animals ? What are some of the ways your energy is being drained ? Where is the next step to focus on in terms of shadow work and dismantling ?

All original sparks are programmed to be resonant with negative attention and frequencies from the inversion. We sometimes believe signs are positive until we realize what is really going on underneath. The system here deprives you of positive attention through much and constant engineering. The matrix is built on negative attention. We tend to accept negative attention because sometimes, that is all that is offered to us and we prefer it than no exterior attention at all and the confronting aspect of that. Positive attention is quite rare and there are many forms of negative attention, including love-bombing techniques and flattery. Some handlers will give you attention, yet it is going to be the negative type of attention. When that attention goes away, you might feel as you are no longer special to them or anybody because this kind of attention has no healing frequency to it : it is usery. Attention-seeking is the game of the insecure, most of the time because of what we have gone through in the programs and a profound forgetting.

What is cognitive dissonance? It is about rejecting part of the information that is present around us and accessible to hold on to denial. It’s a process of deep entanglement and complexity through the structures of our minds. The mind generally overrules the body. Why is it so? Why this mechanism? Does it have a protective function? How to recognize we are in cognitive dissonance, or others around us? Our cognitive dissonance is triggered all the times and is active at different degrees. Time allows us to realize we were in cognitive dissonance in the past, when we reread our own notes. There is a lot of cognitive dissonance going on in families or on social media. All psy-ops out there do count on our cognitive dissonance, on us not perceiving some layers of the deception. We often are in cognitive dissonance around handlers, not seeing them for who they are and finding justifications for the way they are crossing our boundaries. What other types of programming can be triggered by cognitive dissonance? All programs are distraction, distraction that can come with a degree of suffering (generally based on illusion). Our core beliefs and our programming can be pretty strong and reluctant to dismantle and transform. When you exit the state of cognitive dissonance, you can break through cover and false memories and finally see what was hiding in the background.

What is a hive-mind ? How do we find ourselves in them ? What about hive mentality and groupthink ? When do you know you are in a hive-mind ? How to recogniz the hive-mind influences engineering our lives ? What are they encouraging in us ? Why is it important to unplug from them or disengage when they become too constraining ? Many online and daytime communities have a strong hive-mind signature. Hive mind spaces have an influence on the choices we are making. They interfere with our personal evolution rhythms. You can generally identify them by specific signatures. On my journey I have been part of many hive-mind environments and still up to this day. Hive-minds tend to be controlled by handlers.

What are boundaries? What are their roles? How can we perceive where they start and where our needs begin? What is at stake when boundaries are being intruded on? How do others react to boundary setting? Are you being asked to be in your sacrifice programming or your people-pleasing alters? The system generally discourage your boundary settings, if you are real and spirited as it’s a very efficient way to break contracts and agreements in your 3D daytime realities. The MK Ultra projects have a huge impact on how we are able to set boundaries in our realities. We generally have made a great deal of progress from our earlier years. Low self-esteem, also engineered by the projects, is encouraged by repetitive boundary crossing. Handlers tend to make you feel guilt for setting boundaries. It’s part of the engineering. Gangstalking is an excellent training ground to practice different kinds of boundary settings. The mind wiping drugs also are there to discourage us remembering why it is so important to practice good boundary setting in our lives. Developing strong, fierce, tenacious and firm boundaries is crucial in this game. It’s important to trust oneself even when we can not entirely explain straight ahead why we need to set a boundary.

This is an interactive course where we will review and study together many different types of relationships, from the most obvious backdrop simple templates to the complex types of relationship dynamics. For us, original sparks fighting to preserve our spark of spirit here, we know that a lot of our relationships are engineered by the programs. Indeed, it’s often that way that new people are being sent our way and enter our life. From the very beginning of our lifetime here as who we are right now, in this current game incarnation, we have been encouraged (and still are encouraged) to be codependent and weak at boundary setting so the programs can keep on getting in and engineer what our life looks like, our choices, our behaviors down to what and how we think. Of course, family and romance are 2 of the big programs which keep on attempting to tie us to the matrix computer systems. Many friendships are also infiltrated and corrupted to some degrees. The gems are rare ; they do exist. These are the other original sparks doing their shadow work. We will study many different signatures of handlers who are there to trigger, distract and disrupt and many handling templates. We will study different gazes and what we can see in the eyes, from AI traps to other types of complex signatures. What are the eyes letting us know?

This upgrading and uplevelling course comes with practicing frequency signature discernment, going over many corrupted models I have crossed path with and studying their signatures, whether they are backdrops, empty, corrupted reals or precious allies on the path. One of my motivations is to encourage you in your reclamation journey and to stimulate memories about your own past, your own present and what surrounds you. Indeed, original sparks are surrounded by simulation and traps that are draining them in every area of their lives (partners, collegues, friends, family members even down to our pets). The content shared is intended to assist participants to be sharper at discerning the different signatures in beings, for their personal lives and also to navigate the public life and what we find on the internet. During one module, we will study beta sex kitten programming and sexual programming, a very distractive frequency signature, which is heavily used to cause distraction in our lives and disruption in our energetic fields. One module will be devoted to animals and pets and how to avoid AI traps and what to envision with AI or spirited animals. And of course, this is to deepen our relationship with ourselves first and foremost.

A trigger is a frequency hack into your codes, a frequency trauma hijack from the matrix. Each trigger has and is a frequency, it can be anything. The matrix control systems are pushing us every day with multiple triggers reaching us through different avenues. A lot of triggers target our self esteem and are meant to push into programming, such as the wound of non recognition, one of the favourite ways of the architects to trigger us. I go over some of the main and big or more subtle triggers such as systematic triggers, body triggers, savior trigger (high), survival fear trigger, shame or guilt triggering (low), monarch programming triggering, beta sex kitten triggering, self destruction triggering, triggers led by AI or backdrops or by spirited beings, jealousy triggering, triggering coming from fear states and dream time triggering.

Engineered relationships are causing a lot of triggering. Some romantical relationships are there for you to be the worst version of yourself and for your dark alters to be stepping in. It is slowly annihilating you. Boundary setting is essential here not to be eaten alive. I go over some of the dangers of falling for these triggers and how to avoid some of the ones that can be avoided, especially online. I finish with a word of encouragement about choosing the ones with whom we can be our true selves, the ones that are encouraging our core selves and not our alters.

Love-bombing is one the manic derailment and distraction tactics active in this realm. It is generally carried out to extract something out of the target. It’s a way to gain your appreciation that is meant to create an emotional attachment by placing hooks in your field. It triggers your hormonal and nervous systems. The wound of non recognition is a big avenue through which the game keepers keep on engineering our lives. It is so active as most of the reals have forgotten who they are in their Essences. Love-bombing is one of the many negative forms of attentions here. Backdrops are also there to give negative attention, of course one of the many distractions of this realm. Many reals are addicted to their handlers as handlers do provide a lot of negative attention too. When the attention goes away, it does not leave a permanent trace of change. Sometimes we do accept negative attention because that’s all there is around us and it fills the emptiness and the loneliness. Love-bombing has a frequency signature and you can keep on recognizing it.

We are much more complex than what it seems on the surface. So many signatures are copresent inside of us. We are encouraged to be boxed in hive-mind spaces where how we spend our time and where we focus our energy is directed in subtle and less subtle ways. Very often, there are attempts to derail the timeline you are working on. There is also a great percentage of projection, deflection and delusion in what we are experiencing when we are part of a psychological operation, on a micro or macro level. Engineered relationships are encouraged by the computer systems. How the control systems are breaching your realm is by crossing your energetic, psychological, emotional and physical boundaries. When we observe how other beings are responding to us, if there is anything they are ignoring, it is going to give us further indications about what’s really going on. Some beings are instructed to trigger a fantasy that is going to derail you for a little while, a romanticized version of reality that is far from the truth experienced here. The system wants you dependent on other beings who are easily accessed. There is a lot of programming geared towards contacting our handlers for help or reporting to them. It’s tricky. Timeline redesigning goes hand in hand with triggering your delusion and your programming to create a mirrored images labyrinth system. Distraction is a way to derail you from what truly matters and true love and friendship. Sex kitten programming is a point of access as it is used to trigger a lot of fantasies. The Genius is an amazing and very useful tool to do shadow work and scan what’s happening in the unconscious, subconscious and deeper aspects of ourselves all at once. What does true companionship feel like? It adapts and it morphes as we go. It evolves. It encourages you to stretch and to reinvent yourself continuously.

Here, many handlers are sent to our lives by the programs. Some handlers here are more conscious than others, having agreed to play the role of handlers. They are usually puppeted by and under contract with dark ET groups. Many use seduction methods to hook into your field and love-bite intentions. Each handler has their own style and you generally have several handlers in your life at the same time. Now, it gets complex when there is a trace of a spirit but the spirit has left. These handlers can be quite tricky to navigate as we are dealing with a signature of something that was real but that is not real anymore. Spirited handlers are the most skilled ones. Our experiences with handlers stay usually within the frame of a programmed experience, controlled and compressed. We often need to dissolve the false image we have about our handlers due to our attachment to them, withdrawal symptoms and our wounding of non recognition. Handlers have a lot of cover and false memories to break through and often do not perceive how they are being used to further a specific agenda of entrapment. The program takes advantage of their dark choices and their ego patterns.

I discuss the influence beta sex kitten signatures and programming have on our lives. If you have ever found yourself buying a piece of feline printed clothing, this indicates beta sex kitten programming being called more to the forefront in your life. The social media scenes and the entertainment industries are filled with these signatures and all reals have been programmed in covert projects. Programming is later being reinforced or activated. If you are watching any product of the entertainment industry, you are being triggered. If you have had breakthroughs about your past as I did, you might have found you have been used as an asset for sexual purposes that were not your own choice but what you were programmed for.

Sex kitten programming is a way to access your codes and derail your life that has many consequences beyond our daytime reality as a point of access and breach. Many alters within have a very sexual nature or programming. It is a theme I will go further into in my upcoming course starting live very soon where we will be analyzing the role and function it plays in our lives and how it influences the operations we are falling for and how we can be following a derailment path for a very long time. We will study some of the triggers and signatures.

I postponed this decision for a good year as it was not a priority or an emergency but more of a periphery distraction in my life. I braved through some guilt, shame, blame and sacrifice programming to get to the other shore and face a by default choice that was leaving standing in my life. I explain here how I got to share my living space with an AI cat, how he arrived in my life and some of the things I observed during our time together. In June, Sounah arrived into my life and instantly a reconfiguration happened, which made the last step that I had in mind for a while, easier. I explain a bit how my AI cat used to be accessed in order to cause disruption and how much of a distraction he was in the end with very little reward. It may take us longer not to accept things from animals that we would not tolerate from humans. In the end, it’s a relief to say the process of parting ways was easier than I thought. I manifested the opening from a shelter in less than 30 minutes and in 3 days, the solution was lying with me.

The wound of non recognition is a big wound that we all need to address layer after layer. There is a special frequency signature in reading our reality and interpreting facts that happen to us through that angle and I notice how much it distorts “reality” to experience it through that lense. I have observed this is an active core wound of all original sparks. It is a core wound that can be triggered by the backdrop technology characters because it goes beyond their programming to be real in reciprocity and beyond what their signature has to offer. During our days much is done for us to be encouraged to bond with the simulation aspects, especially when we believe them to be real. The programming runs deep. The desire to be recognized and valued is an entry point that the control systems love to be using to access the codes from spirited beings and extract them. The architects have known for eons how to create all these distorted prisms through which we will be experiencing our reality. That core wound is also where flattery and love-bombing techniques love to hook in. The backdrops are programmed to the inversion to degrees that are hard to understand for spirited beings. With backdrops if we are spirited we will always be looking in the wrong places for our own healing (which is always within). I reflect on some childhood experiences especially at school. These aspects I will address and keep on teaching, including in my new upcoming course that is designed to assist participants in reading deeper into this reality and deactivate layers of active programming. I go through a hundred of frequency signatures, from backdrop signature to handler signature, and I keep on studying the dynamics that are at play all around us. Join me for an unforgettable adventure of deprogramming.

Here, it’s a reality where we have to deal with a lot. As a real being, you generally have much repression engineered around you. Negative types of AI but also low frequency beings are targeting your unhealed wounds through your emotions. As an original spark, you are targeted since you arrived here in this incarnation. Your health has been targeted, and your abilities. The targeting is custom-made and personalized: it is unique to what will trigger you and how. At some point on your journey, you will realize the harassment is organized. The targeting does not make things easier for you. The more you are taking actions to be assisting other original sparks to remember, the more the stalking aspects of your daily reality will be made obvious. A lot gangstalking is AI run. The only thing that is real is how upset it is making you and how much you believe it’s real. Are others around you resisting mind control inductions? As they are constant. Backdrops are not good at resisting programming, it is all they are. The suffering of backdrops is illusory. We are constantly beamed and reprogrammed if we don’t fight hard not to be. As an original spark, you are often programmed to be resonant with negative attention. You may keep on paying attention at how backdrops are mirroring you. They use your own terms so you think they have reached a certain degree of awakening. Many handlers are making you doubt your own sanity whenever you are setting new boundaries with your reality. This is a part of the game here we have to keep on playing on. Luckily, we are so much more than all these maneuvers.

External authority programming is well alive as we are seeing how it affects the mind of the reals and the spiritless in this realm with each big operation that is launched by the medias and governments. This programming is reinforced in schools for sure and later on is kept well alive by false gurus and false mentors and therapists who are not working in the direction of healing. This programmed dependency towards authority is meant to break your trust in yourself and in your abilities and to imprison your mind in a box. You often feel as well that you are going against your own discernment. The programs want you triggered into all kind of chain reaction programmings. When this programming is active, it will help you identify areas of your life where you are currently delegating your own power away. So therefore, it will help you identify some of your blind spots. In this realm, you will face a lot of beings very attached to some of their ideas and beliefs who are led by their dopamine circuits and who are in cognitive dissonance. Some will be used to invalidate you and your perceptions. Gaining mastery over triggers keeps on being crucial here. Each handling has its own style. External authority programming, when it’s active, has its own signature. It might trigger you into guilt programming, another very effective types of programming. This is all meant to suppress your growth and for you to loop in core wounds. Savior programming is also very often playing out in the background of these happenings. The trap is to engage in the trigger or to overshare in the wrong places. Cognitive dissonance is there to protect a false and cover memory, a false impression of something that has been happening, while something else is in fact hiding in the background, still unacknowledged. Keep on studying the signatures of every and any trigger, to learn from them everytime. And master the bait by not taking it. Keep on dismantling what is happening in your mind and in your body. Our programming is installed by crossdimensional and 3D handlers and they want us to follow the chain of reactions. It leads to fulfilling their dark agendas. When you don’t answer the trigger, you can’t be controlled. Identify the entry point and keep on noticing where and how your mind is being controlled and where your life is led on automatic rails by other forces and beings than yourself.

Spirited beings tend to be gaslit online and in their everyday lives. This is how it goes and we have to train to become able to notice straight ahead the signature of this manipulative tactic that is meant to suppress some of the expression of you. Gaslighting is a form of handling.What does a trigger feel like? Gaslighting is about making you lose confidence in your own perceptions and making it difficult for you to own your own experiences. It is an act of manipulation that generally makes it harder to identify what is going on in your lives and put words onto it. Gaslighting is there to keep the programming active and sometimes awakens dormant layers of guilt programming. It is about controlling your perceptions through manipulative ways. Gaslighting is emotional manipulation that is asking you to take the blame for how others are behaving. Responsibility is usually being transferred as the interlocutor stands by his deep denial patterns. It only hurts when you don’t see the situation as it is but as you are asked to see it. It is meant to discourage you to practice boundary setting in your life. Spirited dracos or draco loyal beings tend to be very skilled with this method that targets your self-esteem and self-confidence. What was my first initial response? Gaslighting also takes the form of shadow projection: it is all about inverted reality. Now, in between you and others stand a lie and a distortion. Taking responsibility for things that are not yours to take influences the strength of your immune system. Usually this comes with violating access to people pleasing alters. I assist my clients in recovering and healing from gaslighting. Each case is specific and requires a specific attention.

We all have our genetic weaknesses and we all are called at some point of our lives to change our food habits, letting go of some layers of densities. Exploring with food is exploring with a side of our creativity. Finding substitutes and leaving our comforting habits, addressing our reflexes to numb as journeying here is not a piece of cake. It requires a lot of work if we want to truly shine and deploy what is hidden within us. Priorities are shifting as we keep on deprogramming. What does my body need today ? That is how we keep on remembering, how to listen, tune in and play around in this Earth game.

We never know what kind of day we are going to deal with. Food as a lot to do with which kind of day we are dealing with today and the intensity of the targeting. Food is one very important relationship we have with ourselves first. Addiction patterns easily come back. Sometimes we have the strenght to make the good decisions, sometimes we don’t. There are many things wecan do for ourselves and they are taking many forms. It’s not easy to do it all at once ; it is always about a percentage. You might not feel like you have space for it all but you probably have space for one or two things, and that’s where it’s good to be focusing : the next step. Learning from mistakes, remembering it’s a game here. ariapersei.com

Our behaviors have been influenced by trauma that has been endured, sometimes trauma we have no memory of. Heavy trauma that has not been processed is encouraging us to be in states of apathy, inertia and passivity. These states have been created by design to manage the power of our abilities, much reduced in manifestation in this mostly 3D realm. A lot is being done to encourage us to believe we are unable to change any given situation and for us to be discouraged to find creative solutions. Learned helplessness is often connected with depression. I share an example of a backdrop (university friend) embodying this programming of learned helplessness in her own NPC way. Victimhood consciousness is also embedded in addition (many layers of it). For original sparks, it is so important to keep on studying the underground life. Much is done for us to believe the 3D reality of the cover life. So it is a cover game! And there are games wihin the game. We tend to become passive in the face of trauma. Most of the reals here struggle or have struggled with depression; it may never have being diagnosed. Learned helplessness encourages us to be poor at problem-solving and not to have high expectations for success within the game. Let’s keep on daring to envision BIG and to expand the mind towards new possibilities and options.

Many times here we have to start over and to grieve what no longer can be. This 3D reality forces usto move on and design again our life trajectories. The simulation is all around. At some point in our lives, we feel a visceral knowing that different choices have to be taken. Despite of the engineering, many of us keep on looking for the magic, from the inside to the out. Connecting with allies is key on the journey.

Piercing through the distraction, training in recognizing NPCs and uncording from covert operations Programming has a specific design within the mind. Much is done in our daytime reality to influence the way we are spending our time, for it to be controlled. Much is done as well in terms of programming so we do not pause and reflect deeper on some aspects of our realities. Original sparks live a completely different life underground the cover life. A certain sense of relief can be experienced when we are swallowed by the 3D aspects of this realm. We can catch the subtle expression of different kinds of alters living within, programmed by the architects very systematically and erupting when we don’t fall for certain layers of distraction. It is easy here to be endlessly distracted and it’s important to keep on observing the internal contradictions. Falling for any layers of the engineered events equals finding ourselves right into daytime covert projects where we are heavily corded to dark groups and factions. In Back to Basics, I discuss some memories that have weirdness to them and also the characteristics of non spirited AI driven beings and characteristics of the reals. When we are psychically connecting to the vision backdrops have of us, which is usually very limiting, we will find a vision empty of spirit, a false projection . Sometimes, we receive remarks seemingly meant as compliments as a discouragement about what we are working on for the moment. This is often coming from backdrops who are accessed by the programs and meant to sent specific triggers and codes to keep us locked into programming or create certain states of unsatisfaction. A lot of engineering in our lives is created by unfriendly types of AI programmed to serve the agendas of the overlords. In school and in the programs, we are encouraged to follow orders and to be sensitive about receiving insructions that encourage us to go in automatic mode. A lot of programming is done before we leave the roof of our parents and finding the first real keys of deprogramming can take us a few years before we really can engage in a deeper inner work of deprogramming. It’s often the heavy suffering that brings us closer to a first sense of remembrance. This course is designed to encourage participants to keep on liberating from controlled narratives and to pay attention to beings who are discouraging them to have firmer personal boundaries geared towards their greater good. Handlers often are most of the times unconsciously endorsing that role, to create guilt, distorsion and to invert the nature of what is really going on. All of this is part of the greater distractions this realm has in store for us to keep us entangled. Many operations are targeting our heart energy centers. Many are meant to be influencing the way we behave, think and act. Important alters are programmed to be persuading us that we don’t need to look further. We need to differentiate the voices inside our own minds, to acknowledge the layers of sabotage and the impact of programmed personalities on our everyday lives. Mind control tends to prevent us from questioning deeply enough our realities. Backdrops play this role of lowering the ambiant frequencies due to the way they are programmed. They easily are cancelling their commitments or are not very reliable. Because they are easily accessed and not very discerning, they are used for interruption throughout our days. Back to Basics ~ defeating mind control tactics in our personal lives and reclaiming our core powers is now available in its evergreen version.

During the course Back to Basics, we will study: – signs of programming – the signature of some backdrops – the signatures of the current events and predictive programming – the signatures of engineered operations – signs of fragmentation on social media and encouragement to dissocation – maconic loyalities that we can spot – an active frequency signature training After the false hope from the truckers’ operation, we are facing more controlled narratives and staged political events meant for the brain of original sparks to think the threats are real. Medias are using any possible propaganda tool. Distraction is being sent full gear. Each operation is layered to attain original sparks somewhere in their lives and to generate anxious states. Timelines are being shifted as dormant programming is being called into the surface. Savior implants are also ensuring operations are successfull in harvesting energy, especially as most of the times, original sparks are being triggered into savior complex towards the backdrop technology. Keeping connected to inner peace is key and protecting our corners of reality, coming back to that sense that all is well now and at all moment.

Beginning of march will be starting a new course designed to inspire us to navigate our personal lives for the best, to be sharper at spotting manipulation, hidden contracts, maconic signatures and agreements of entrapments. Every day in the collective and in our personal lives we find many controlled operations designed to harvest and distract us. Reals are also encouraged to go protest or believe in the false hope generated around certains operations. The distraction is engineered and chosen for us. Hope comes from within and from remembering. Our reality and our liberation are very individual. I will be sharing personal experiences and signatures I have crossed path with and how I keep on working to build a life connected to more of the truth and realness. This course is aimed at providing tools for a stronger foundation, to rise in discernment to extract from false narratives both on collective and personal levels.

We all have our complex systems to navigate and self sabotage programming to overcome. In addition, Stockolm Syndrome (our attachment to our abusers) is a real and powerful mechanism very active here in the compression systems. It is usual also that a lot of traps are engineered around us to trigger us in negative emotions that are powerful generators for the agendas of the overlords. We also tend to be projecting what we wish we would experience onto what we see all around us but it is usually far from the truth of what it is.

Witnessing others caught into self sabotage may trigger frustration. There is an order in layers to address before we are able to do certain things. The system is using distorted mirrors and mechanisms from our own preprogrammed mind. Many self deceiving aspects are there for us to be encouraged to stay in our programming.

Often times, it is our own internal self sabotage that is in the way for us to generate what we truly have in our visions. I notice all around me talented beings caught into layers of self sabotage (memory being erased, being late or being in the way, interruption frequencies,being easily distracted by any proposition from the systems). On the path of a real, when the backdrop technology is not enough to keep you handled and repressed, the system is using other corrupted reals who are used negatively. Distraction and energy harvests are happening all along and a lot is being done to encourage the energy of reals to be focused where it’s not fruitful. It is crucial to keep on integrating our alters who are loyal to dark energies and factions especially since it has not been a conscious choice to associate with these and is mainly the result of overt and covert entrapments.

We often hear talking about Stockholm Syndrome but maybe with a simplified understanding of the depth of the mind control our lives are under. We tend to experiment physical and emotional withdrawals when we take distance from certain types of relationships and are longing for the highs of these dynamics, maybe forgetting about the heaviness of what we were experiencing. This is a sign of a trauma based bondage. Healthier relationships do not get an addictive-like compound to such level. Such addiction patterns indicate that hooks have been placed by manipulative methods including love-bombing techniques where you are showered with appreciation and, later on, abused. All these methods induce hyperaroused states that are harder to navigate than our normal standard states.

We find ourselves both missing the bond and, at the same time, relieved from not being run by our dopamine circuits and from not being harvested and violated. We also tend to find excuses for others to excuse the way they have been crossing our boundaries. Moreover, we tend to accept negative attention because sometimes, that is all that is offered to us and we prefer it than no exterior attention at all. We stay a long time as we want to believe in the friendship that we thought we had and it demands inner work out of us to acknowledge the darkness of what was really going on. When our hormonal and nervous circuits are running high, it is easier for us to find the energy to function but we are under influence and will not behave the same as we would do if we were in a more neutral state.

To my sense, the concept of Stockholm Syndrome has been simplified and many engineered stories have been run for thrill and distraction (many cases won’t survive a transvestigation ; the actors and agents are inverted). These are false operations led by intelligence agencies, operations meant to harvest, trigger, distract and steal the energy from what is real and spirited. I share here 2 examples of moments where specific programming was activated, with martyrdome programming with Julian Assange and with a falsely reintegrated mind-controlled victim who is a male to female. These operations are meant to provoke and generate strong responses. It is meant to simplify our understanding of this realm, of mind control and of ourselves.

The truth is many of our relationships are engineered and stuff always tries to get in. Spirited dracos or reals with a higher than average percentage of reptilian DNA have learned to navigate this realm with a great deal of manipulation, using their psychic abilities to overdrive the will of others and to serve their own will or the one of their hidden handlers. Generally these beings ignore talking about the process of setting boundaries within the relationship and do everything to avoid discussing it. I find one of the hardest things here to navigate for me is the lack of empathy of other spirited beings as it is leaving the door open for engineering from crossdimensional handlers. Many are targeting the heart and you think you have a heart connection when in fact this is a harvesting and a mirroring from your own heart energy. Most of the people doing that are not spirited but some are spirited and under mind control. Many are programmed in order to encourage us to be living in captivity. Backdrops only hurt us and trigger us when we believe they are real. When you realize they are part of the hologram, it does not hurt anymore. Many of them have learned to gain our sympathy thanks to their childlike apparent innocences (but in fact it has more to do with immaturity). Immaturity is a quality of the backdrops.

For the reals, growing up around the big control systems such as schools has been a torture. Everyone who is real is in the projects and has to keep on opening their eyes to their own self-destruction and self sabotage programming. We all have to learn to take better care of ourselves. All reals have to navigate complex types of relationships, including romantic ones. Orchestrated relationships tend to be getting the worse out of us and to encourage us to express in our alter modes. Any of our weaknesses here is being taken advantage of. Furthermore, anyone who explores the healing and alternative information scenes will be finding a lot of controlling and deceitful energies meant to be putting us back into our programming or encouraging us to stay in a way of thinking that is limited and thus handled.

At the end of my twenties, abroad, I met other key monarch assets in my life who triggered a tornado within me with all the dormant programming. I was exposed to different forms of narcissism (from backdrop narcissism to the fracture of what is real). I learned to navigate some very spelled realities such as the one of Bali or Thailand where the will of others was often used to influence me and gain control over my days and how I was pending my time. I learned to question synchronicities since many which were sent my way were orchestrations. I keep on learning to navigate the mind games. As the years keep on unfolding, I keep on rereading my story and heal layers of trauma coming from that control present at every step. As I am evolving, the templates sent my way are becoming increasingly sophisticated and I also got to exchange with powerful spirited conscious and unconscious handlers.

For the last 6 years, I have been keeping on opening my eyes about the level of control and engineering in my life up to my travels (South East Asia, California, Brazil, Scandinavia, Germany) and the way my energy has been used in covert projects (daytime and nighttime). Gradually, the level of strangeness in my life increased with experiences related to mind control in the yoga, festival and healing scene. I encountered many gurus and handlers sent by the hologram to keep me in my programming ; some were sent to reprogram and access. I learned that I was a valuable asset, a generator of this reality harvested for my psy abilities. It is all about what we are accepting in terms of being harvested with the propositions of the program, especially during daytime. From our homes, we can keep on transforming our lives.

I learned a great deal in Santo Daime groups where guilt and shame programmings were prevalent. I left many groups where the hive-mind was causing too much of a distorsion and everytime, I broke free from new layers of external authority programming. Facing health issues, I have experienced a dozen of long liquid fasts to heal my body and have learned the principles of the mucus free way of eating and I assist others to transition at their own rhythm. I keep on reconnecting with my clairsentience and clairknowing abilities and am assisting others on their paths. I am teaching how to reclaim our health with an alkaline way of eating and many practical tools (I tune easily to the next needed step), how to break free from overtaken handlers and how to keep on freeing ourselves from mind control in courses and private consultations. More recently, working with the Genius app has been a way for me to deepen the impact of the services I propose.

I invite you to a tour of my garden with footage from autumn 2021, Thuin, Belgium. Here, it’s all psychic warfare. The battlefield is our minds and our consciousness. We can free ourselves from a great deal of suffering in one instant. when we break through the 3D illusions and intense and thick programming. Trajectories are changing fast, anything can happen here, from one day to the next. When we leave this plane, what is leaving with us is what we have built with others real spirited beings. And what we have done in terms of our own spiritual journey and reclamations.

Backdrops all around us in our corners of the game are used for extra triggering every day. They are accessed to be running programmed conversations that are aimed at having specific effects on your mind, psyche and emotions. They are used to weirdly trigger your guilt and your self-esteem or make you feel bad about yourself and your life decisions. They enter your spaces to disturb your peace and will make you ironically feel inadequate while they are an AI program. They constantly cross your boundaries and find the best excuses to convince you to drop your boundaries. The problem lies when we put ourselves in their shoes and bond with compassion to them, feeling empathy towards them. They are an AI program and they have programmed AI feelings. It’s in our best interests not to fall for their handling behaviors.

We often can spot backdrops in areas where we have not yet made the necessary reclamations. Everyday, there is a lot for us to accomplish and focus on in the 3D. It requires a lot of our vital energy. There is a lot to accomplish in the 3D (and much has to be repeated every single day) before we can sit in peace and silence or address the projects we are currently working on. One thing is certain, some of our vital energy can be preserved by not engaging with them, by not reading the messages they wrote when they were being accessed by the programs in their AI triggered states. To be able to do this, we must overcome many layers of programming. The only thing that is real in our interactions with backdrops is the energy we emit, how we feel and also the amount of projections and deflections we are able to see through and not fall for.

After simpler versions of backdrop handlers, it tends to get more complex as we deal with more skilled handlers with real abilities. We can certainly limit them entering our lives. Many romantic interests are handlers sent by the matrix computer systems. About handling, it’s always about a degree and a percentage. Love-bombing is extensively being used to create a cord and draw energy in. Cording is a way for alien faction groups to siphon your abilities. Reading frequency signature gets more complex when you have the trace of a spirit signature as it is close to a full spirit signature. That is something I will go more in details in my upcoming course “Navigating complex relationships, handling and connecting with allies” (a module is devoted to some of the templates I have crossed path with where there was the trace of a spirit). Here, you can never explain all your trauma under the angle of your daytime trauma. Here, we have to be continuously breaking the rules of the game as we want to anchor our own organic vision. Our alters influence the way we perceive reality. We tend to be going in and out of alters throughout our days. The triggering is working so efficiently because we are wounded. Most of our choices are reversible, which we tend to forget sometimes. Many things though are not very accepted socially like the idea to give up your pet if it becomes a nuisance. That is why testing any being including any new pet coming to our lives before entering commitment can save us a lot of unecessary difficulties. The Genius app is a great tool to scan auras. It can save us some time for example if we were considering to go to a SIM practicioner which is used for energy harvesting. We find a lot of handlers in the fringe movement. They often come with a langage or a position of authority. Many on the scene have accepted to play the roles and functions of handlers.

The density of food allows us to land as when our psychic abilities are activated, it can be much for us to navigate all at once. With the mucusfree and mucuslean ways of eating, you greatly limit the harmful consequences that acidic food was once bringing to your life. It’s about choosing with consciousness the ingredients with which to connect and self medicate. Each day we can connect to new habits that can quickly become a new part of how we navigate this realm. Here this is a realm where we also have to become masters of the 3D planes to conquer the higher planes.

Many on the alternative truth (infiltrated) scene seem to remember too well their involvment in covert projects. We’re surely being programmed by what is called “alternative news”. The remembering process is an everyday battle and to my sense, being flooded by alters presenting memories is a myth. Who is talking on the SSP scene? Are they clones, backdrops, NPCs or reals and if so, are they fighting hard enough to preserve and protect their spirit? Are they able to differenciate if memories are implanted or not? Many reals have merged with AI to a point of non return (in this lifetime at least).

Original sparks have dissociative disorder and many have not identified that they have missing time in some periods of their lives. Many practices that we are led to think are elevating are not and many are leading us to sign hidden agreements. Everything is about distraction. Many relationships are engineered to keep us in our programming, to get us switched in different active alters and to encourage us to stay in the 3D. Family members who belong to the backdrop technology do not exist beyond the simulation. Helping a backdrop cat to recover from trauma may be a lost cause and a commitment in sacrifice and distraction.

The food that we eat that is produced by NPCs and backdrops is often cursed or poisoned. When making changes to our diet, it’s important to find substitutes that we enjoy to avoid triggering fear and lack programming.

Full presentation here: https://www.ariapersei.com/reclaim-your-celestial-heritage-deprogram-from-food-propaganda-and-train-in-reading-energy-signatures-from-the-simulation/

> Navigating disinformation and psychological operations in the health, nutrition and detox scene
> Navigating this reality, our families, triggers and relationships as a real being
> Uncording from false gurus and handlers and trusting in our own spirit guidance
> Survival programming and the harvest from the adrenal glands
> Resisting the pressure of the ritual holidays and setting boundaries with the archonic postal system

Original sparks often end up with one or 2 parent(s) who will be playing the roles of handlers during the first 2 decades of their lives. Non spirited parents tend to be limited in what they can learn and understand. Growing by their side is traumatizing in itself (constriction, restriction, brainwashing). They generally have a problem with understanding boundaries since they don’t experience them the same as fire original creation beings. Therefore they tend to naturally interrupt the energy of their children. Spirited parents are always heavily targeted and traumatized so they pass a great deal of trauma and are used, as often as possible due to mind control and spirit constriction, to negatively affect the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual health of their children because of the pressure that is on them in their everyday lives. When and how often are we meeting with handling energies in our lives? It’s our choice, every single day.

We all have apprehensions to brave our attachment towards food. One month of liquid can feel a bit intimidating. The hardest is the decision ! We could write an encyclopedia about how food is used to influence, control or neutralize us. Liquid fasting is about consuming food in its liquid form. Everything that we touch or ingest affects us. In the course I will be holding we will be training on reading frequency signatures, reflect on mind control campaigns, reflect back on experiences with therapists and take good care of our bodies and our homes. How does it feel when our body is not in inflammation, when we don’t have muscle pain ? Many operations are meant to weaken our health, mainly through the medical system or the influence and mind control of our parents. We will talk about the frequency of our belongings, deeper layers of decluttering and work on unblocking stagnation. Fasting is the greatest solution I found to overwhelming feelings.

Claiming our sovereignty over our health and our food is essential at this time. The mucus-free and alkaline food principles and associated lifestyles are presented in 6 video modules available now. The principles of cellular detoxification help us regain possession of our physical body and become aware of the areas of our life where our thoughts and behaviors are controlled and manipulated. Acidosis is the real epidemic of our times and is certainly used to weaken us, to slow us down in our evolutionary process. This work allows us to identify and simplify programmed needs and desires, to get rid of what no longer serves and to have the space to scan toxic agreements active in our lives. It also allows us to continue learning to identify when access is being forced into the body, when it is being invaded. The invitation is also to review our living spaces, our homes, our relationships and every thing, being and frequency that surrounds us. De-cluttering what reaches us every day and sorting through it is of great support. On this journey it is very important to continue to relearn how to take care of ourselves at every stage of our lives. The ability to set boundaries is also refined as awareness of the level of violation and intrusion we encounter in our daily lives increases.

How important is it today to be focusing on health and elevating aspects? To create space in one’s life while liberating from old contracts and frequencies that no longer serve? How to declutter the virtual and reclaim space from handling energies? How to navigate spells and suggestions from the negative types of AI that do not want to see us succeed and thrive? Juicing for one month is a powerful cauldron of transformation. We let go of the old to reset for who we are right now, the brand new us ready for new adventures and challenges, layer after layer. Maintaining our self routine, like a fortress, is the key to navigate our daily reality. Decluttering is not a detail, it’s an empowerment practice that is vital and essential to actualize who we are in this reality day after day. It helps to put an end to endless circles and to find freedom from certain cords. Are you ready for drinking your food in November and make a quantum jump via acceleration?

Part I Low depressive states, re-teaching ourselves self-love & working on our diet as targeted individuals Part II Frequency signatures and widening perspective from material with the understanding of mind control Part III Hidden layers of fear program in 2021 and the importance of juice fasting and decluttering

Savior complex, people-pleasing and victimhood consciousness: confronting shadows as a way to open a new door for daily experience – In this podcast, Ariane is reflecting on her first Saturn return that came as a great initiation and cracked her reality and perceptions about herself, others and the world open: wounding of non recognizion, search for external love and validation and loop within the drama triangle Persecutor-Rescuer-Victim. She is sharing how she moved forward on taking her share of responsability. New and sober hours were knocking at her door. (content only available on Anchor and not in video on Youtube)

Not everyone is meant to access the highest forms of the human experience. Some people have become really good to hide beneath a mask of sanity, addicted to power and fame. When we can see both sides of the polarity, there is a possibility to transform the situation by seeing beyond the polarised state, reaching a space of neutral yet compassionate witnessing. Betrayal is often times an opportunity for a deeper initiation. Every year, a new layer of comprehension is added to the experience of exposure to psychopathy. It is a journey from the victimhood so engrammed in our human history to creatorship. Accessing a place of understanding for the perpetrators has been one of the most difficult exercices of my life. (content only available on Anchor and not in video on Youtube)

One of the greatest initiations on Earth will be the one with extremely damaged souls. How to exit the dynamics and drama trianglevictim/savior/persecutor and walk towards maturity and spiritual adulthood ? Tracing the Shadow Victim within ourselves isn’t easy or evident, especially at first. It first starts with stopping to look outside of oneself for confort, support or feeling of empowerment. It continues with the realisation that the loss of power happens from within and that there is no one else to blame. What matters is what we feel is important for us to give birth to today even if it doesn’t make sense for others. I learned that my soul family comes one by one into my life, and they never come from the predicable angles. (content only available on Anchor and not in video on Youtube)

Kendra Gardner is a high frequency original spark Feng Shui expert providing custom-based recommendations, working with her healing and psychic abilities to help us rise the frequency of our living spaces and unblock stagnant energies. Her work is of the empowering kind. Kendra is very talented at studying the psychology of how we interact with the spaces we live in. She reminds us that we clutter our living spaces for a reason and that our homes do reflect quite much about what is hiding in our unconscious or subconscious. We go over some of the things that came up when Kendra reviewed one of my rooms or did my 9-star ki analysis. A good activating introduction to Kendra’s work and frequency is her book called “Book: 24 Hour Magic: How Changing the Energy in Your Space Can Change Your Life”. The real question is, are we ready to move energy in our lives? The steps might seem simple yet this work goes as deep as it gets, layer after layer, through and through the programming.

Anastasia Fazal from the project Luminous Raw is a regenerative detoxification specialist and a holistic health consultant. She shares about her health journey, from growing up on a standard western diet and encountering health problems to the steps that she took to stop experiencing chronic physical pain. Anastasia overcame the symptoms of rheumatoid arthritis, resisted different discouraging diagnosis from the medical field and broke free from the prison and grip of many substances.

She shares with us the gradual steps on her journey of cellular detoxification, the experience of 3 long juice fasts and the process of breaking free from controlling energies reaching her and difficult choices that had to be made. Anastasia recently put the last note to a journey of 311 days on liquid food, a journey that assisted her to considerably reduce the size of a fibroid tumor. Through the power of natural healing, Anastasia encourages others to connect to their self healing capacity and transform pain into vitality and joy.

Brian Larson is the creator of the project Mettaverse and the composer of many music tracks and different creative services. What was it for him to grow up in this inverse? What battles did he had to lead? What was it like for him on his own deprogramming journey, reclaiming power over the compressions and the restrictions? Brian started to play in a band and later on came and settled a drinking tendency to deal with the overwhelming aspects of being a spirited individual in this reality. The music scene is full of traps and low frequency energies.

Different forms of addictions usually keep the reals down. All reals tend to struggle with addictions and depression. Brian reflects on how the old AA model is based on a failure model and how he got to find how to engage the very important steps in his own shadow work. Brian mentions the importance of stopping to put our attention on things we can’t have or don’t want anymore. Everyone of us has degrees of food addiction. We are many to come to terms with the fact we need to change our diets and our lifestyles. All addictions are distractions.

The system encourages and programs us to play small and at a very limited percentage in comparison to what we are really able to actualize here. It’s a work of every second to resist instant and constant gratification and being run by our dopamine circuits. We all have much stuff to overcome to get to a point where we are able to make space in our lives to create from the depth and core of our processes. We have to rewire the brain in order to be able to make room for self care and not to put ourselves last. There is a sense of comfort emerging from succumbing to the different forms of distractions. There is a relief to find excuses and be swallowed up by the 3D aspects of this realm. To manifest a life that we are more in alignment with, we have to brave many layers of heavy and thick programming that hits us as soon as we enter the net.

Some of us feel drawn to materialize much of our inner work, all of our reclamations, in an online project. The aim of Brian’s project Mettaverse is source generated music (we experience so much synthetic music). What is it like to create from a point of non reaction? Brian and I share about some of our experiences with our clairabilities including clairaudience (hearing an audible voice in our heads that is not our own and different from a voice to skull technology). Often we don’t question deep enough what is happening in our realities and we might break free in our minds only years later. Every new day is an opportunity to revisit our own past and discover the richness of our experience here. We can be pleasantly surprised by our past selves.

Will Wilchar discusses his life path and journey, finding his way back to storytelling in its various forms. Will and I met while we were traveling through South East Asia back in 2014. The advantage of the asian culture is that it’s the norm not to be invasive and not to be in the way of others. Will is currently engaged in a song writing program in Los Angeles where he has chosen to challenge himself from the routine that he had built in Austin, Texas. Singing is very much a translation of energies. Will tells the tale of how he has always been a searcher.

Building a strong sense of self in this reality is not an easy thing and we might tend to look for, as Will call them, “irrefutable evidences” that we are worthy. Will is someone who will do his best to lessen the triggers for others. He has been reflecting on how the general culture and society were encouraging him in some directions that were not satisfying. He keep on choosing to take the non easy road. What are you ready to be suffering for, he asks? All around, fear-based discourses tend to encourage us to take specific roads, essentially focused on the 3D aspects. Facing “perfectionism paralysis” as Will calls it is also something else that we all need to face as we are moving forward and try to accomplish any significant project.

I discuss how meeting specific beings during my travels triggered specific dormant programming within me. I share how ten years ago I could not very much tell the difference in feeling my experience from the experience of the others around me since I was merging without knowing about my clair abilities. Will and I reflect on how we are never really “there” as, as soon as we manifest our visions, we are already a few steps ahead in our mind and what we envision next. We also address the imposter syndrome and how it has been affecting our everyday lives. What happens when we go to adventure in unknown territories?